Chilling in my fiances short while he’s out. Out smells like him
I miss the days when life was easy. When all I did was catch pokemon on my gameboy color. When all my money went to my pokemon cards and video games… When the boyfriends I had were cartoons and never messed up.
I miss being able to trust people. I miss not worrying about what happened when my devices broke.
I own a home and have bills. I have unexpected things popping up all over. Drama, broken phones, cab fees, medical bills. Life just isn’t the same and It surely isn’t better.
I’m drowning.
I’m stick and tired of the attitude. I haven’t felt like a member of this family in such a long time and I’m seriously thinking about moving back to westchester. The only thing holding me here is my boyfriend at this point. I find someone who makes me happy and you work double time to make me miserable. You can spend my money but I have no say in anything? Get real. My boyfriend might be moving away but thats no reason for him to stay with us? But when your boyfriend is told to be homeless our dump you its fine for him to move in? No one even asked or told me. At least I had the decency to tell you and give you the heads up. If you ron this for me there will be hell to pay.
Pierre stayed the night last night. I can’t explain why but I sleep much better with him here. Waking up is more plesent as well. He kisses me softly to wake me up followed by good morning baby :) I wish he never had to leave…. And seeing as his mom wants to move father away we’re talking about him moving in with me…. :)
